haix. i juz felt being treated like invisible, so unappreciated & extra, pek cek & everything. she juz dint say a single word to me. b4 that already not in a good mood cuz of the running thing ler. kana shoot by him many times say i run slow. felt so demoralised and no value. i realised her existance is so much more impt than me to them. all the unpleasant things followed then. but ver & him was by my side. he really cheered me up alot. made me feel safe.
if only i was supergal. if only i was perfect.
if only i could create a world of my own.