one last phone call from you,it wouldn't hurt much,
just like to hear your voice &pretend to touch.
nobody can make me smile like you do,
nobody would ever love me the way you do.
and know what missing is,
and hold me.
she says she doesn't care anymore,
but the look in her eyes &the sound of her voice
tells a different story.
nothing's gonna change the things i've done. nothing's gonna make this right again. im sorry 4 everything.
alot of things happened recently. i've let many ppl down. im never gonna be good enough 4 u. i thought i could control myself & i knew wad i want & wad im going to do abt ds. but it proved dat im wrong. i know how serious he is to me, the things he did 4 me & how much he cares 4 me. the problem juz lies wid me. the feeling is fading away & im losing confidence in everything, esp myself. he left 4 m`sia today morning. i didn’t tell him things like i’ll miss him. i didn’t tell him of the usual things i did when he was going to m`sia.
have been very busy these days over the entrepreneur thing. not enough sleep, many things to rush out & solve, tight schedule... all dat making me feel very busy, tired & affected my mood. wasn't able to spend much time chatting wid him. haix. hope everything will turn out better after he's bac frm m`sia. disappointing results. haix. maybe i reali shld learn to let go off somethings & focus on my studies...
nothing lasts forever...
you were never worth it anyways. @ 9:30 PM¸¸.·´°¤